i'm really pathetic.. can't blame you people for the latter post before this.. sobrang boring kasi dito sa bahay e.. anyway, FULLMETAL ROCKS! it's totally awesome.. i've even memorized its trailer.. HUMANKIND CANNOT GAIN ANYTHING WITHOUT FIRST GIVING SOMETHING IN RETURN.. TO OBTAIN, SOMETHING OF EQUAL VALUE MUST BE LOST.. THAT IS ALCHEMY'S FIRST LAW OF A CLEVER EXCHANGE.. whahahaha!! see, told you, i'm an anime addict now.. siguro, si shanice may gawa nito.. you influenced me lab partner.. i mean, EX-lab partner.. haay.. ninakaw na ng pinsan ko ung room ko.. literally.. as in, siya na talaga ung nagreside dun.. at san ako natutulog?? SA BASEMENT!! well, naglagay sila ng kama saken dun.. tsaka, ung tv ko sa room ko (hehe, 'yoko nga pagamit sa 'insan ko un, no..) basic necessities lang.. haha.. what nonsense..

i don't really think i'll like "yu yu hakusho" that much.. and i'm not into flame of recca too.. anyway, thanks to my brother, he introduced me to a very wonderful song.. kind of reminds me of a sasuke-itachi relationship.. and maybe me-belaro relationship too.. just read the lyrics (it's not the complete version).. and maybe you know this song, too.. and maybe, i'll make this my fave song.. just maybe

you're cruel device
your blood like ice
one look could kill
my pain, your thrill

i wanna love you but i better not touch you
i wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
i wanna kiss you but i want it too much
i wanna taste you but your lips are venomous posion

your poison, running through my veins
your poison
i don't wanna play these games

your mouth, so hot
your web, I'm caught
your skin, so wet
ylack lace, on sweat....

[lemme interrupt.. this last verse is NOT part of me-belaro relationship.. i repeat.. NOT PART of me-belaro relationship.. more of sasu-naru one.. ::grins:: and no, please don't sue me.. i'm just stating my (perverted) opinion ::grins again::]

I hear you calling and it's needles and pins
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name [::grins::]
Don't wanna touch you but you're under my skin
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison

You're poison, running through my veins
Poison
I don't wanna break these chains

Runnin' deep inside my veins
Burnin' deep inside my brain

 and so on, and so forth.. blah, blah, blah..anyway, [i really love this word.. it automatically helps you change subjects easily] my brother just said that mama read my journal/diary/reflection/whatever-you-call-it notebook.. i'm not angry, not angry, not angry, not angry, I AM FURIOUS!!! whaaaaaaaahhh!! can't i have some privacy here??

gomen nissan!! gomen! gomen! gomen! puro na lang complaints sinulat ko.. kuso!! sheeessh.. i even called mama a "dobe" and she said 'thank you'.. i called tatay "usuratonkachi" and he said 'it's my pleasure'.. WHAT HAPPENED TO MY PARENTS??? haha.. but seriously, i had so much fun learning different languages.. gives me the power to fool my parents.. gomen! but who could resist??

ja ne!

and, oh yeah.. dobe means dead last and usuratonkachi means moron of morons (?)

I don’t know why I am even bothering updating my blog when nothing really interesting is happening to me.. oh yeah, something happened which might contain some interest but I couldn’t say it is REALLY important.. I have been cold to my mother for the past month [as in not talking to her, you know the stuff.. I don’t need to elaborate] until last Saturday because, well, I don’t know.. must be my developing teenage hormones [if there really is a thing called that].. well, it might be bad but yesterday, my mother tried EVERYTHING to please me.. as in everything!! She brought me whatever I want.. and she made my tutorials private.. which means that it is at home.. yesterday, she asked me if I want a ping pong table built at our house [not the condominium unit we own] and well, currently, there is a man coming here building it already!! To top that, she left me P5000 for my allowance when I am being home-tutored for my advance lessons.. sheesh.. did she forget that I am not going out of the house anymore??

Anyway, I was really happy.. I mean, who wouldn’t be?? Who wouldn’t be happy if something like this happened to them?? This is the first time that I happen to be that cold to my mother so I guess the reaction was a bit overwhelming..

The fact that I forgot the day of cards out was a shock to me.. to tell the truth, i was really looking forward to that day because of a certain someone.. but what luck.. I FORGOT!! When I told this to my mother yesterday, she told me that she went to Baguio and wasn’t able to get my card.. heck, now I didn’t know my mother’s schedule.. anyway, she talked to mrs. Cura nad found out that she still could get the card from the office so there will be no problemo.. she also informed me that mr. arellano has resign from the school and is now migrating/transferring to Milan to continue his working career there.. good for him..

So there.. nothing totally out of the ordinary.. I just hope that the ping pong table be made already so that I could play my boredom dead..

this entry consists of two entries and if you can't understand it, it's not my problem anymore..

April 1, 2006

                Hay naku!! Today was totally a day.. what I said yesterday about being so bored, I ALL take it back.. know what? I slept about 3 in the morning and my mama woke me up at 6 am!! I was about to yell but she stuffed me with cotton.. well, fine.. not specifically cotton but she closed my mouth before I could yell “get out of my room”!! Hey, WE STILL HAVE THE FREEDOM OF SPEECH!! THIS IS STILL A FREE COUNTRY!!

                Fine.. enough of that.. well, since I am such a loving, obedient and totally responsible daughter *snicker*, I agreed to wake up, wash my face, take a bath without any heater and dress up.. finally, when all is done, I asked:

Me:         hey, you woke me up in such a BRIGHT and SUNNY day and still I don’t know why!!

Mama:   then, what do you want to know??

Me:         just fill me in.. THANK YOU..

Mama:   fine.. here’s what.. you’re sister is graduating Kinder, you’re brother’s graduating grade school.. now,              tatay and mama, that’s him and me..

Me:         you don’t have to act like a child.. I can understand you clearly.. so drop off the stupid acting..

Mama:   fine.. anyway, I decided that tatay and me will attend Kim’s graduation ceremony and you and Ate          Aileen will attend Tintin’s..

Me:         what?! But I haven’t prepared anything to dress! I’m not prepared!

Mama:   don’t worry! Your crush is definitely not there so, better hurry, lazy girl!

Me:         I’m.. not.. lazy.. if I’m lazy, I wouldn’t have woken up this Saturday morning that does not only bores              me to death but sucks, all the better!

Mama:   fine.. put it your way.. but you’re still going.. and that’s final..

So there I was.. in my sister’s graduation ceremony with my yaya on my side, being supportive as can be in my 3-year old sister’s graduation.. and where was I? oh, just at their side eating plentiful of junky things that are edible to eat.. and after that, we went to Max’s where I ate all the food I can swallow and fart for all I care..

THE END!!!

p.s.

and uh, TOMMOROW WE”RE GOING SWIMMING!! In Villa Escudero!! Haha!! What fun.. it was, as I discovered Tintin’s birthday gift..

April 2, 2006

                Whatta day!! I mean, we went buying, packing and even cooking the food in one day.. Then after that we were like magnets to the pool.. I can’t even explain it.. maybe some sort of alignments of the planets did this to us or maybe, we were just totally attracted to the clear waters.. not to mention the wonderful slides too..

                Anyway, to fill up the gap through which a person cannot relate to what I am saying, my sister’s Kindrgarten graduation was yesterday.. as a gift or something, my mom decided that we go swimming.. and the place was not yet decided upon.. So today, we went to the following venues (in order of appearance):

1.        Cresta Monte..

        What I can clearly appreciate in this venue was that it was a place really close to nature.. they have these wonderful pools that are surrounded by trees and plants.. but, the only problem here is that most of our group is mostly made up of children.. and this place can only be appreciated by teenagers, adults and retired or old  people..

2.        Villa Gregoria

        This is where we went.. there are these wonderful slides that, at first contact with the eye, the usual expression was “ Hay naku, napakapambata!! Wala na bang iba?” but beware!! The first time I tried this, I was belched in the air landing on the hard tiles of the pool.. that’s how childish it is..

        I guess, because of the slides and not to mention the clear blue waters, we were finding ourselves engaged upon this place.. it is a real beauty.. and only a jerk would be the only one who will not appreciate this wonderful place..

        All was going well.. we had fun in the slide with my cousin.. we played volleyball in the waters.. we chased the ball whenever it strides away from our grasps.. and we always find ourselves laughing upon such small and silly matters.. I guess no one can deny that if you are in the company of your family, all is well and fun..

        Then,as if to trouble our enjoying minds, disaster strikes.. good thing though, it was only two.. anyway, the first disaster was really icky.. not to mention, unhygienic.. I mean, Bebe and I went to the tallest slide and kind of played there for 10 minutes.. then we, I mean, I, went to get a salpabida  we brought and wore it before going to the slide.. note: this was just for fun!! Good thing, no cameras were around.. anyway, so I went there.. but Bebe pushed me aside, occupied my place and went to slide up first.. I was about to slide when somebody shouted: “ANG BAHO!!” .. that’s when Bebe said,:EEWW!!  %$@^!! May tae sa pool!!”

(let me take this moment to laugh out loud, since Bebe landed in the pool, nearest to the unknown person’s poop)

        Anyway, so I didn’t slide and went down to lecture Bebe about KARMA.. whahahahahaha!! I mean, good thing she occupied my place or else I will be dripping wet with some poop on my head and some parts of the body..

        So what did we do? We went to the other pool nearest to the one we just occupied.. I hung my towel to a rail in front of the pool we were planning to engage ourselves with.. we were swimming for about 20 minutes when my stomach started grumbling and I invited my ‘insan to eat.. I was just grabbing my slippers when I noticed that MY TOWEL IS GONE!! I didn’t realized that the cottage near the pool is also exactly aligned with the rail I chose to hang my towel to..

        And what did I get? Oh, just a little sermon and then we were off to the pools again.. enjoying every last bit of our whim.. it was sad though that time passes by so slowly when you’re bored and really fast when you’re enjoying yourself..

        Today, when I went to take a bath for the second time, I noticed how much I got a little darker.. how? Well, my swim suit was the shorts-ending type.. so I compared my initial skin color (the upper part of my leg that is covered by the suit) to my current one.. and well, let’s just say, I’m a darker color now.. good thing, it’s really close to my initial color, not like the triplets (my cousins) who were copper black or something.. you will really see the difference because, well the skin that were covered by the straps were white and now, they were totally sun burnt..

        What I’m saying is, it doesn’t matter if we get a little way over the tanning if we enjoyed ourselves with.. we could just apply some formulas to help regain our whiteness.. THAT”S WHAT SCIENCE IS IMPORTANT!! Helping people..

        So there, tata! And I hope you enjoyed the summer as much as I did..

MEMBERS OF OUR GROUP THAT WENT SWIMMING FOR A REASON KNOWN TO US AND TO THE PEOPLE READING THIS ENTRY THAT IS SO LONG AND BORING THAT I WAS JUST FINDING MYSELF TO SNORE WHEN WRITING THIS ENTRY AND SITTING ON MY BROTHER”S BED, ALONE IN HIS ROOM SINCE HE WAS IN MINE”S WATCHING TV BECAUSE HIS TV HERE WAS BROKE AND I DON”T KNOW HOW, WHEN AND WHY IT BROKE DOWN>>>SO ONE WITH THE MEMBERS..

MY FAMILY WITH THE CORRESPONDING AGES:

1.        Tatay (44? 45?)

2.        Mama (43)

3.        Kuya Karlo (15)

4.        ME!! (13)

5.        Kimm (12)

6.        Aena (5)

7.        Tintin (3)

THE OTHER FAMILY THAT WAS RELATED TO OURS WITH THEIR CORRESPONDING AGES:

8.        Tita Rose (I’ll ask Tatay first.. not sure about the age)

9.        the unfortunate BEBE (13)

10.     Bill (same as his mother)

11.     Dan >>> Danica (same as #8)***

12.     Erik >>> Erika (same as #8)***

13.     Chris >>> Christine (same as number 10, which by the way, leads to number 8 and don’t get any wrong idea about that which is they have different mothers because they all have the same mother and father, ok?)***

***Mind thought that the last 3 were the triplets and that they are girls.. their nicknames are just boyish..

so sad.. tjis summer really stinks.. i mean, who invented summer anyway?? our brains just gets rotten because whe ain't got natthing to doo.. sse what i mean??

just look at my spellings and grammatical errors.. whahahaha!! i want summer to end.. i wish it's the start of a new school year!! no summer for me please!!

anyway, i wasn't able to make an entry because, well, i've got nothing interesting to tell.. and what have i been doing?? let's just say, making a scrapbook of her.. and me.. and my life in high school.. and i've been reading and rereading some of my books just for the sake of passing time.. i don't even have the heart to make a scrapbook.. i'm just too bored..

bored to go to the mall..

bored to eat..

bored to watch tv..

bored to play..

bored to sleep..

bored to make the scrapbook..

bored to do anything but read..

and even reading makes me bored too..

can't just we start the school year, say about next week? we still have time to buy our materials right?

1.. 2.. 3..

hey, what's the counting for.. it's definitely not me.. uh-oh..

* all of the students throws Krista to the nearest window*  SCHOOL YEAR PALA HA!! GOOD RIDDANCE!!!

*splash* *right in the arms of.. MR. BEAN!!!

whahahaha!! thank you for throwing me!!

haha.. last day na ngaun.. quite sad.. pero bakit ako natawa?? kakatawa lang ngaun.. so funny.. never thought i have the nerve to ask... maybe, i'm growing up..maybe not.. but who cares??

anyway.. last day na namen today..so i decided to take my camera with me.. just in case i wanted to take some pics of my teachers... FINE! i REALLY wanted to take my teachers' pictures for my scrapbook.. and guess what? i bought 2 cakes from Becky's Kitchen and about 8 cadbury chocolates for my teachers...

i was planning it to be like this: give the gift, ask for a picture-taking and viola!! yay! yah, i know, quite funny.. but the heck! what do i care?

anyway, the night before, i wrote the letters.. and its not the same for all of them.. iba-iba silang lahat.. and i included things that i'll never forget about them.. like for ms. belaro... siya unang nagpaiyak saken for this schoolyear.. si mrs. saddul.. siya lang ung teacher that gave me 3 consecutive 89 for my card grade.. and the list goes on..

anyway, last day na nga ngaun so i decided to bring my camera and take a picture of ALL my teachers.. yes, all of them.. and maybe some of my classmates as well.. so who goes first?? MS. BELARO!!! nyahahahahhahaa!!

MS. BELARO: ano to?

ME: miss, cake para sa inyo..

MS. BELARO: thank you..

ME: ms. pede picture?

MS. BELARO: di ba nagpicture na tayo dati?

ME: miss, hindi pa a..

MS. BELARO: sige, na nga.. bilisan mo lang ha..

edi yon.. we had our pic...

tpos, after nung picture-taking, with which gelo proves herself useful, something humiliating happened..

me: thank you po..

gelo: *bigla akong tinulak kay miss...* MISS, KISS DAW PO!

whhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kakahiya!!!! but i liked it...whahahahahahhahhahahahahhahah!! i'm wierd.. and i liked it!! nyahahahhahahah!!

anyway, after that it was followed by several picture-taking with several of my teachers.. nde ko na alam ung pagkakasunud-sunod kaya un.. ah basta ganun.. after nun nagkaron kami ni farrah ng posing section.. nyahahahaha!! wla lng.. para remembrance.. i'll show some pics later..

then after ko ibigay lahat ng mga chocolates, i looked in my bag and there was about 3 left.. and then when i looked, there was still the teddy bear with the "thank you" etched in it.. I FORGOT TO GIVE IT TO MS. BELARO!!! so, when i turned around, there was ms. belaro.. i decided to give her the 2 chocolates as additional to my gift to her and the teddy bear as well...

ms. belaro: ano 'to?

me: ms. regalo po..nakalimutan kong ibigay sa inyo kanina..

ms. belaro: * looks at the teddy bear* thank you ulit..dami mo namang regalo, nakakahiya...

wahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahaha!!! nyahahahahahhahahahhaahahhahha!!! whohoooooooo!!

then, when i turned around, there was ms. cabral, of whom i gave the other cake.. so i gave the remaining chocolate to her.. it was her last day in the school nga pla..

tpos, 3 yung mapapaalis sa school namen.. kaya iyakan kmi kanina kc ung mga jokers pa namn ng class ung matatanggal.. haaayy.. LIFE IS SO NOT FAIR!!!